Chapter 495: The Mate He Is Refusing
Calvin's POV
FOUR YEARS BACK
The morning had been peaceful until | looked up from my plate.
Nora was standing across the table, holding a tray, serving breakfast like a maid. The sight made something
insidesnap. My wolf growled low in my head, his anger rising just as sharply as mine. She was more like a
friend to Olivia, so why was she serving us breakfast?
My chair scraped the floor as | stood. "Who asked you to serve breakfast?"
Every eye at the table turned toward me. Nora froze mid-motion, her hands trembling slightly as she held the jug
of milk.
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"You are not a maid," | cut her off sharply, my voice dropping low, commanding. "You're a guest in this house.
Know your place. Get out."
The silence that followed was heavy. Even Mother paused mid-bite, her eyes flicking fromto Nora with quiet
suspicion.
Nora looked at me—no, through me—with those soft hazel eyes that had haunted my dreams for months. | could
see the flicker of hurt behind her calm expression, but she bowed slightly and turned to leave without a word.
The moment she disappeared through the door, | realized my hands were shaking.
Mother's tone was gentle but probing. "Calvin," she said, her brow arching slightly. "That was rather harsh. What
exactly did that girl do to make you so angry?"
| clenched my jaw. | didn’t answer. How could | tell her that every t| saw Nora, my pulse quickened—that
every night, | dreamt of touching her, kissing her, claiming her? That the reason | was angry wasn’t because she
was serving us but because her presence rattled me.
My wolf scoffed inside me. "All this is on you. You're the one refusing the bond."
"Shut up," | muttered under my breath.
He growled back. "You think ignoring it will make it go away? She’s your mate, Calvin. You can smell her in your
soul."
| shut my eyes, forcing a deep breath, trying to drown the voice. But even then, her scent lingered—sweet
jasmine with a hint of rain. It pulled at something primal inside me.
Mother was still watching. "You seem... unsettled," she observed softly. "Is there something | should know about
this girl?"
| shook my head quickly. "No, Mother. Nothing."
But she didn’t look convinced. Her lips curved slightly, the way they always did when she sensed | was hiding
something.
| grabbed my cup, downed the rest of my drink, and rose from the table. "If you'll excuse me, | have things to
attend to."
As | left the dining room, my wolf continued. "You can lie to her, to yourself, to everyone... but you can't lie to
——
| stopped in the hallway, hands clenched. "I don’t want her," | hissed under my breath.
My wolf's low laugh echoed inside my mind. "Then why does her nmake your heart race?"
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt| didn’t answer. | just kept walking, but deep down, | knew the truth | didn’t want to face.
| managed to keep my distance from Nora for the rest of the morning, though every t| caught even a whiff of
her scent, my wolf stirred restlessly inside me. | told myself it was better this way. It was better | kept my
distance so | wouldn't get my heart broken for the second time. | may have survived the first heartbreak, but
this? | couldn't.
But that peace didn't last.
Just after midday, Lolita crunning into my office, her face bright and a little too cheerful for my liking. "Alpha
Calvin," she said, breathless but smiling. "Olivia sent word. She wantsand Nora to return to the Full Moon
Pack immediately. We'll be leaving tomorrow."
The words hitlike a blow to the chest.
Leaving.
Tomorrow.
Nora... gone.
| blinked slowly, forcing my voice to stay even. "Olivia wants you both back?"
Lolita nodded eagerly. "Yes. She said she’s pregnant! She needs us."
| was shocked about Olivia being pregnant. In fact, that didn’t bother me. What botheredwas this news.
For a moment, | couldn’t speak. My chest felt too tight. It shouldn't have mattered. If anything, this should have
been good news. Out of sight meant out of mind. That was what | told myself every t| caught my thoughts
wandering toward her.
But the truth? The thought of her leaving made something ugly twist inside me.
| turned back to my desk, pretending to shuffle through spapers. "When exactly did she say you'd leave?"
"Tomorrow morning," Lolita repeated. "After breakfast."
Tomorrow. That soon.
My wolf's voice slithered through my head, amused and taunting. "So she’s really going. You should be happy."
But | wasn't.
"Tell her you guys can’t leave yet," | said suddenly.
Lolita blinked. "What?"
| looked up at her, keeping my tone sharp and authoritative. "It's not safe."
Her brows furrowed. "Not safe?"
"Yes," | said quickly, thinking fast. "My trackers reported rogue activity near the borders two nights ago. They're
still investigating. Until they confirm it’s clear, no one leaves the territory."
Those were lies.
Lolita frowned. "But... the message said—"
"I don’t care what the message said," | cut in, my voice firm enough to make her flinch. "You'll both stay a few
more days. Three at least. If the borders are secure by then, you can leave."
Lolita hesitated, clearly unsure whether to argue or obey. "Should I... tell Nora?"
I nodded once, curtly. "Yes. Tell her it's my order."
She nodded quickly, bowing before hurrying out.
The moment the door shut, | exhaled slowly and leaned back in my chair, dragging a hand down my face.
I leaned back in my chair, staring blankly at the papers scattered across my desk. The words blurred together.
My mind wasn’t on pack business. It was on the sound of her laugh, the way she tucked her hair behind her ear
when she was nervous, the calm in her voice that somehow always managed to ground everyone—except me.
"What the hell is wrong with me..." | muttered, dragging a hand through my hair.
My wolf chuckled low. "You already know what's wrong. You're fighting what's yours."
I ignored him. But as the hours passed, that restlessness didn’t fade. | went over patrol reports, met with
warriors, even sparred in the training yard, but nothing helped. Every tthe wind shifted, | swore | could catch
her scent—jasmine and rain. It hauntedlike a curse.
By evening, | couldn't sit still any longer. | needed air.
| stepped outside, letting the cool twilight breeze hit my face. The compound was quiet, the last rays of sunlight
bleeding into the horizon. | took the path that led past the garden, hoping the walk would clear my head.
That's when | saw Lolita.
She was sitting under the maple tree near the fountain, a book in her hands, her legs folded neatly beneath her.
She looked relaxed, completely at peace. That wasn’t what caught my attention.
What caught my attention was who wasn’t there.
Lolita and Nora were always together—inseparable. If you saw one, you'd see the other. But right now, the space
beside her was empty.
My brow furrowed.
"Lolita," | called, walking toward her.
She looked up immediately, startled. "Alpha Calvin."
"Where's Nora?" | asked, trying to sound casual but hearing the edge in my voice anyway.
She blinked. "Nora? Oh... she went out."
"Out?" My jaw tightened. "Where?"
Lolita hesitated, clearly unsure if she should answer. "Um... a birthday party."
"A what?"
"A birthday party," she repeated.
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| forced my expression to stay neutral. "I see," | said quietly.
Lolita looked uncertain, like she was about to say more, but | turned on my heel before she could.
The moment my back was to her, my wolf's growl vibrated through my chest.
"Austin invited her? Personally?" he snarled. "You're going to let that slide?"
| didn’t reply. My vision had already started to blur at the edges, fury clouding everything else.
The thought of Nora at a party—dressed up, smiling, maybe laughing with him—was enough to make my heart
hammer violently against my ribs.
Austin’s hand on her waist. Her smiling up at him. Her scent mixing with his.
The images strucklike lightning.
My wolf growled again, louder this time, his tone dark and possessive. "He might be touching what's ours."
"Shut up," | hissed, though I didn’t mean it.
| didn’t head toward my quarters. | didn’t even think. My body moved on its own, fueled by possession I'd been
trying to bury for weeks.
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